"Did you feel guilty cursing God--you, of all people?'
No,' he said. 'Because even in doing so, I was recognizing there was a greater power than me.'
He paused.
And that is how I began to heal."
— Mitch Albom
I have my moments where I do break down and yell at God and let Him know I am angry and I question Him. I ask Him WHY???
Do I feel bad about it? No.
Do I think He dislikes that I do that? No.
He understands. He knows. He is okay with it because it is letting Him know, I believe in Him... I acknowledge Him...I talk to Him...
I know...
He is all powerful... He is God... an Amazing God....
and He is there for us... always...
even in our anger... He is there. And that is...
How we heal.
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This song tells it perfectly...
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
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My raindrops have been my blessing... I cried so that I could heal... I stayed awake at night, so I could speak to Him... He was merciful... He carried me as I yelled at Him, but...
He understood.
